Mess we make

I just found out that I am pregnant. Not crazy right ? Well I am 50 years old and the father in 34. He is the first guy I have had sex with in 5 or 6 years. I not even sure why i let this guy fuck me. And fuck me unprotected. The sex is was amazing. He has a beautiful cock and he knows how to use it. SO let's back up. I own a horse farm. He boards a horse here for his daughter. I have known his for 15 years at least. I was at his wedding. He and his wife decided to goes their own way and he needed a place to stay so I let him move into the house here at the farm. It was going to be temporary. He started helping out with the feed and cleaning. We started spending a lot of time together and the next thing I know he is sleeping in my bed. We use condoms, just not all the time. He is pretty good about pulling out but not always. I am about 8 weeks. I have known for 5 weeks and I told him 2 weeks ago. He says that he supports whatever I decided to do. Then he expressed his feelings to me. He told me he loves me and has loved me for a long time. He told me he knew what he was doing when he made love to me. Then we had sex and it was so damn passionate. He told me he loved me many times. He told me he loves the baby growing inside of me.
I don't know what to do. I was set on getting an abortion. I don't know now. I have feelings going on that I haven't had since my 20's. I feel like i now belong to this man. He has chosen me as his mate and the mother of his child. I am naturally a obedient and submissive wife. I grew up in a house hold that the husband makes all the decisions. That includes children. My mother had 6. I only have 2 because my ex husband only wanted two. Another crazy emotion I have is that he is still married. I am a pregnant mistress. I do not like that at all. I gew up that married people only have sex with their partner and if you're not married you don't have sex. I mean what would happen if some one got pregnant. I'm trying to figure that out. So if I have this baby I will be 51.

By Anonymous

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