My biggest fetish is circumcision

I am a Male, 26. In my country all boys are circumcised. some of them circumcised at birth and some other are when they are kid(like before 12). As circumcision is a tradition in the country, people talk about it even sometimes women talk about it and embarrassing boys verbally or even threaten boys about circumcising them in a joking way. On tv's or movies, they use this topic a lot, mostly to make fun, they don't show it for real, as I said it is kinda fetish of the country I think to humiliate men even though they say it is the proof that you become a real man.

When I was kid, I am not quite sure which age maybe like 6, I just barely can remember, my babysitter had similar fetish kinda thing and if I remember correct not only once maybe few times she did someting to me but I don't remember how many times. At this age it is normal that somebody helps a kid in the toilet so she saw my baby dick. That is normal but I barely remember that she said "when I grow a bit, they will snip my penis but only from the tip(in order to define circumcision to a kid)". And she just stretched my baby dick's foreskin as much as it can and with her two fingers made like cutting it with scissors. I have no idea how I reacted but I barely can remember this moment. For that age it was for sure nothing sexual for me but I believe she had a circumcision fetish. She was at her early 20's.

At the age that I am aware about myself I always had this fantasy that a woman will come and cut my foreskin. And when I was 10, my parents took me one day suddenly to a hospital and they said nothing about the circumcision and I had no clue about it. At the hospital they took me to a room and a male doctor and his female assistant came. I lied on a medical bed as they asked and put a divider around my belly. I understood that it is a circumcision but somehow didn't refuse or shouted or cried. The female assistant was friendly and keep me busy all the time while the doctor did the operation under local anesthesia. Of course at that age I was pretty aware of everything and while losing my circumcision, talking to a young female felt somehow good even though I didn't feel any sexual desire as I was still a kid before puberty. But I think, these experiences developed my fetish about circumcision related to women. Now as a healthy and young male I can say my biggest fetish is circumcision. I don't know how it feels to have a foreskin as an adult. If I would have my foreskin, I don't know if I would let them cut because maybe it is better but definetly I would seriously consider getting a circumcision by a female. This could be a medical professional but I wouldn't do it just by going to a hospital without confessing it to her. I would look for a woman that safely can do it and into circumcising men and sexually enjoy it. I would let her to apply all kind of fetish she wants like humiliating my dick about being uncut, maybe humiliating me because having a small dick(I am pretty average but :) ) , or even let her bring more females to observe, assist or humiliate. Since I discovered my fetish I collected a lot of visual material from the internet about it like female doctor or nurses, step-mom, step-sister, wife, ex-girlfriend performing a circumcision. I believe there are thousands of men and women that are into this fetish but unfortunetly the content online is still not a lot and very repetitive.

I don't think that this is a sick fetish, and I only have this as male adult circumcision, no underage, no female circumcision. But still I can't tell this to anyone I know and even in my long term relationship I hid it from my girlfriend. We talked about some other kinks and had healthy sexuality between us but I never could confess it becuase I thought maybe she will think that it is perverted or sick.

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