Having to dress sissy
When I was 18 I ended up sucking an older mans cock when I was hitch hiking. I got to seeing him almost every weekend because I liked sucking him. He fucked me and called me his girl then. He would buy me girls shorts panties bras and tops and made me shave my legs and wear them. I had longish hair and was small but up close people could tell I was a boy. I felt so embarrassed but I also felt good too. it was pretty obvious I was his sissy. Some people would smile. Really I was glad he made me do it. I just hoped I didn't run into someone I knew. They would know I was a sissy cocksucker.
I also love being a sissy. My wife and I do role reversal quite often. She hasn't brought in another to pur fun bit I ask her to every time.
You sound like a good lesbian