Male 40 A M/C Accident Traumatic Brain Injury I became a BBC Whor

Before my serious crash I admit to being a voyeur I did, enjoy white whores/sluts degrade their low self-esteem, lack of self-respect asses indiscriminately fuck any old black dude for that thrill of taboo cock. I though what decent Caucasian man would have a sleep around slut like this.?  Question?? Is my fetish, karma, pay back cosmic retribution for my bigotry/ racist judgemental thinking?

Soon after spending 2 months in a coma I was in PT reclaiming my life nearly lost. My girlfriend, Peggy had to blow me off, I had absolutely no affection nor social inclination unrelated to her. I picked up a few women but sex? I got no turn-on, dead dick no erection in spite of what turned out to be
hot women.

Now it got weird as fuck! ( The neurologist said this kind and weirder happens with TBI (traumatic  brain injury)
I went to adult theater and book store yes to get buzzed and jack off. I was horny but for what? Maybe some porn, ugh?
I was in a preview booth with a GH I was viewing the regular smut when a 8+" black cock protruded the duct taped glory hole.  I starred at it and got so hot, hard as a rock, I grabbed and began to stroke it as it grew harder without a moment's hesitation the cock was in my mouth. I just wanted to.please it, I wanted it to cum getting anxious thinking of the taste and feeling of him ejaculating in.my mouth. When he did I
swallowed trying to milk out any cum remaining drops. I kept
trying pulling out my cock so hot climax ing hard felt amazing .
I was already wanting another black cock. Truthfully, I was alarmed. After all, who wouldn't be weirded out? Lately, I had recklessly abandoned affection and attraction for women, I had just experienced an incredible orgasm after a somewhat bizarre homosexual act sucking a stranger's cock through a glory hole, A dark booth filthy cum sticky floor, it made no difference, I thought the dick was that of a black man.

Who in the fuck could I talk to tell, the guilt, humiliation I was totally heterosexual for 40 years, now what? Little did I know! I suppressed was in denial then, I had a compulsion to search X Hamster/X Video for "Black cock cum shots & BBC Cummings in White boy's mouts (swallow creampie, oral) viewing intently, jacking or edging then, another hard orgasm. Oh, that was not enough I was ravenous my horny for the real thing. I went searching one adult theater after another having no idea that black cock is simply not ubiquitious ...you thought it was? Hardly. Reluctantly I made my first awkward gay bar appearance, like another planet for a Str8 guy. I was never a gay basher, homophobe but how do you even ask gay dudes, " Hey fellas where can I find some BBC, I'm new to sucking it need direction." I ask attempting to be inconspictious. Try gay bath-houses, Craigslist, of course, adult theaters/book stores.

I placed a CL personal, "White man 40 desires to service and worship large black cock, new but willing to learn how to please." A gay guy suggested the verbiage. The responses, less than exciting, 40 year old white men are not the first choice of black men of any age. 18-27 yr. old smooth twinks, fem-bois, cross dressers all of whom needed to be offering more, like some anal in addition to head.

Finally a black stud showed up nice well built horse hung man mid thirties. I began totally excited sucking that fat black cock, I wanted his load. Not yet, he began fingering my ass, asking for some lube, however, he let me finish giving him head what a creamy load. I offered him drinks and good weed and he began to educate me, knew his shit too.

He explained. Either become a hot CD or offer to pay for what you want. If you do a hot cross dress you also got to take anal black me are DTF (down to fuck) white pussy and boi pussy all dressed up can be hot shit. But baby, you got to learn, be able to take it up the ass. You ok but dude you are not going to turn a lot of black cats on at your age, you going to hit Willy belly at Spoon and bath houses and some of them dudes are nasty as fuck got shit that spreads.' Devon offered to be my mentor, I agreed, ( ( where else at my age?) Devon would give me 3 hour sessions, in anal, cross-d clothes, make-up how to be a black man's bitch. Well $175.00 for each 3 hrs. better than fumbling as I had been doing no results.

We got various sz. dildos, butt plugs, great lube as I was about to learn to take it in the ass, Devon warned me, it's going to hurt at first. Devon had me get open with plugs a few hours before a session, we'd watch porn as D. used dildos then he'd let me suck and lick his balls before he began fucking me. It took about 10 sessions before Seconds 9.5 was balls deep in what was now my boi pussy. It felt good, I craved him fucking me, I loved it when he moaned squeezed me, and would cum inside me. Within six months I'd learned make-up from women Defines friends, had a wardrobe and 5 wigs. I had become a black man's bitch cock whore.

Now I was placing ads on CL with photos and I was getting black cock, I could now suck and get their nut, not always offering my pussy. Devon was now too, fucking me often and sharing me with friends. I went to black clubs wound up at some cheap motel guys pulling a train for head or my pussy, I was still horny all the time. But was always getting called, " Hey baby let's hook up. Whatever happened I've no regrets, black men have provided far better sex than women ever did. Once you go black....it's true.

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