RECOVERING CUCKOLD HERE Why do you love her getting fucked?

INTERESTED IN LEARNING- It's taken me 40 years to figure out?
1. Cuckoo's per-se are not born. However, is it just possible that like other rare and infrequent behavioural maladies are they born with a deoxyribonuclaic acid ( DNA) trigger in their neuro-chemistry? The fact is, while vouyerism to some extent is normal there are extremes. Looking at what you are curious about. 2. Remember when you were say 14. Your first girlfriend folks called it puppy-love, very real to you however. To demonstrate the abnormality of being a cuckold do you honestly think for a moment you'd have wanted her to fuck another boy and afterwards you'd have given her cunnilingus, told her what a good girl she was, then had intercourse feeling the lubricant of another boy's semen? Think? At 15,16, 17, 18?
We can conclude you were not a cuckold in those years with any girl, correct? Well, it started somewhere something, some event triggered some aspect of your brain not just chemically but psychologically. Who if not you knows what set you off, perhaps slowly at first. e.g. Pillow talk fantasies a curiosity about your woman fucking another man. This is a fairly common very occasional fantasy, mind you fantasy. Some of course act on it. Some get into swinging. However, in swinging the male as well gets laid maybe swinging is a method for the male to get laid without cheating as it is in the open as mutual benefit.
In modern vernacular cuckold has a little different definition it comes from the word bird cuckoo who would not give it up after another cuckoo hubby cuck got none. Now of course, the wife gets laid hubby knows she gives details he reclaims her after another. Hard core couples the outlet prefer well endowed African-American males and no condom which facilitates the cream pie.
To those who do it it's very exciting, sexually stimulating beyond same partner missionary three times a month.
Excitement well being extraordinary mind and body pleasure simplified comes from the lock and key dopamine a neurotransmitter passes unlocks the pleasure centers happens in one partner missionary sex. However, with the cuckold the spouse or hot wife notwithstanding the cuckold becomes an addict. When his woman has sex with one or multiple men the pleasure is or can be as intense as opioid heroine cucky achieves an incredibly intense high but add (NOT IN REAL DRUGS) methamphetamine to the smack or horse high..Cucky is in the land of euphoric elves. Talk buzzed!
Unfortunately there are other elements at play in reaching this height of pleasure. 1. Jealously which develops out in Cucky,'s case out of possession, intimacy, affection and love as it is understood. Without these factors present Cuky's high would be unlikely.
Say if Cucky lost his hot wife ok? Think he could go out get any whore to get laid, creampie, by an African American as an added bonus. Without the emotional dynamics cucky has with his hot wife it would be sex, exciting but cucky wouldn't even come close to his previous high his hot wife provided.
I was a cuck at age 19 since I have been married 5 times and have 6 adult children ( Is that an oxymoron?) I have attempted to get each wife to become my hotwife. I have had far more than 5 girlfriends I got fond enough and purchased 3 of them to indulge for a while.
Not a female I cannot speak to the hot wife engaged proclivities. Some I found were always sluts, whores or nympho to a degree. Some hot wives are very disciplines, ethical kind loving loyal when not on a mission that will please cucky too. I had a wife who in addition was a queen of spades, black cock only tattoos, clothes and jewelry that showed the world she was a queen. I was like Jason and the Golden Freeze when I found her, cucky's yes, grand prize.
Earlier I wrote of triggers, Oh, remember it well. I was 18 first wife now deceased, we were living in a tiny apartment on 3rd Street in San Francisco now gentrified then slum. I was crazy about her, jealous possive. One night she came in late I discovered she confessed she'd be screwing a man 39 years her senior. He was buying her things, dinners and cash we were young and poor...she was but 17. I was devistated, broken heart, mad, scared, felt as though my body weighed a thousand pounds. Of course, I wanted details all details over the next few days, then, then it hit me I was getting so turned on hearing, thinking about it all I wanted to do was screw her and at 18 several times a day. Then it got "weird" I like let the bad go and told her that since he was so nice she could go on screwing him. Fuck him I just wanted her to get screwed and give me sloppy seconds. If cuck is a curse I was cursed. What happened was so out of character against my morality the measure I had. That was the trigger no matter how hard I tried no.matter what woman I wanted that high again, nothing compared. Machiavellian tactics Sun EU Prince in the art of war manipulating smooth talking ever changing tactics depending on the woman to achieve that high sexual intoxication. I tries therapy hard to find for this not then in the DSMIII medication, church prayer. I cannot conclude if it is psychological, neurichemicala, I do know this, it exist and in the absence of a hit wife type it poem pretending and masturbation. I wonder has anyone else thought this fucking big monkey on the back?

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