The porcelain bell

I reached puberty early and it made me very uncomfortable. My breasts developed first and were always much larger than the other girls in my class and I was the first to have a period which had to happen in front of the whole class. The other girls at school were cruel to me; mostly I think it was jealousy. The guys were almost as bad. They either wanted to touch my body or were intimidated and wouldn’t talk to me. In any case my identity was always tied to my body. Because of that I always tried to hide my sexuality. So I always gave everyone the impression that I was chaste and a book worm.
But on the inside I have always had a high libido and am very inquisitive.

I first learned about sex from a book I got from the library when I was 9 after I had my first period. The librarian caught me looking up information on female anatomy and to my surprise directed me to a rather graphic book; not porn but it was very descriptive and had pictures and detailed drawings. She let me check it out. It changed my life.

My best friend and I read the book together. She had not started to develop but was very curious as well. She would often spend the night at my house. After everyone else went to sleep, we would open the book, I would get naked and we would explore my developing body using the book as a reference guide. It was not a lesbian experience; we were both just curious.

My friend was exploring my vagina with the handle of a porcelain bell that I had in my room. She was inserting it in me and I was describing how it felt. She discovered my clitoris which had blossomed from the stimulation. She started rubbing it with her finger while the bell was still inside me. She gave me my very first orgasm that way. We were both very scared and didn’t understand what had just happened to me. Later, we read the section on masturbation We never shared the book again after that and have never spoken a word about it.

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