I got played by an escort
I spent the last 4 years "engaged" to an escort. I met her back in the BP days. I hooked up with her and she openly admitted she was using meth at the time. We continued to text after the first meet up, I kinda thought she was just using me but I liked the attention and she was super hot. I started off giving her gas money here and there and eventually it ended up with her moving in with me to help her through a hard time. She was kind of sporadic at times but I knew it was just the drugs. She got me to use one time and I swore to never do it again, I ended up locking myself in the bathroom jerking off for hours, literal hours! Well time went on, I developed feelings for her, I proposed, she said yes, things started looking up for a bit then she told me she wanted to start escorting again and I agreed because I didn't want to lose her. She began to spiral down over time. Our sex life took a turn, she began wanting it more and more rough, almost like she was taking anger out on herself. She would ask me to choke her and slap her. I refused, then she started coming home with her ass solid red. I knew she had someone else doing it and I couldn't handle it. I found out she pawned the ring I gave her and I finally gave up and kicked her out. I spent so much money on her, idk what I was thinking. I guess I thought I could save her.
No judgment here. What did she look like and how was the sex. I'd probably do the same as you as long as she's good looking and a freak in the bedroom.
Look at it this way, at least you had fun with her for a while.
She was actually really good looking, a little rough but still a solid 8. The sex was amazing when she was high, not so much when sober. We never really "made love" though, it was just fucking.