Desperate to be cucked

Sounds similar to my wife, slutty teenage years then we met and married. We got to talking about sex and she told me that there were two guys that she really liked and wouldn’t mind having sex with again. One was her first, the guy that took her virginity. He had a girlfriend when my wife threw her self at him desperate to lose her virginity to her crush. The other was a 1 night stand guy who she said had the biggest dick she’s ever seen, but she was only 17 and couldn’t take it no matter how much they tried, he kept jamming inside her and she’d pull off, he ended up finishing with her mouth. She said she was afraid she was going to pee and now realizes she was going to orgasm with him but didn’t know how to.
I told her to find her first on social media and have a 1 night stand with him, let him know what he’s been missing. She did it, she asked him out for drinks, they talked and she again threw herself at him, they made out, then he fucked her in the backseat of her car at the bar they were at. I was at the bar watching them from a distance, and watched my my car as they went to hers.
She did the same with the other guy, but she didn’t want to be in the car again like she add when she was 17 and couldn’t take it, she wanted to have lube and comfort. She did it at our apartment. They had drinks, she invited him to our apartment, I was in the bedroom, she came into the living room with him, turned down the lights, turned up some music, and they were on the sofa, kissing, she sucked his dick, and it was big, I watched from the hallway, she got lube, and he fucked her hard on the sofa twice.
They ended up having sex for a few months in fact, they were having a side relationship until his wife found out. I know she still meets him maybe 2 a year and he fucks her, he’s rough with her and leaves marks and damage to her Pussy.

My wife was previously divorced. She had a boyfriend before she met me. A couple years ago he moved back into town. We had been entertaining the idea of her cuckolding me. I told her I enjoyed the idea of her having sex in front of me with me jacking off while she took dick. When her ex BF moved back to town she asked if I’d be ok with her having sex with him again. I told her I wasn’t too sure about the idea of her being with an ex. She assured me it would be just sex. I asked why him. She said, “He’s good looking. He has a big dick and he already knows how to make me cum.”

Sounds like my wife. It’s just sex, and he has a big dick, most of my exes had bigger dicks than you, I guess that’s my type, but I love you it’s just that he makes me cum so easily.

Everyone made fun of me for marring the town slut but I didn't care about what she did with other guys. She has a killer body and she's a good person when you get to know her. When it comes to sex she' will fuck any guy that hits on her white or black doesn't matter to her. We have had a wild sex life together and it's never boring with her. People can talk behind our backs all they want at least I am happy and I have a wife that never says no to anything I want to do to her.

I really want my wife to be like that. I wouldn't mind sitting home and jacking off while she is out getting fucked

Have an honest conversation with her, I bet you'll get your wish.

Good luck.

I’m always up for sharing, but the girls I get with never want to go that way.