Sucking and Fucking a Man Fantasy
I am a 50 year old man who has always fantasized about sucking cock and being fucked by a cock. I am married and my wife is aware that I enjoy gay porn, fantasize about men and once in a while will fuck me up the ass because she knows I enjoy it. I have been jerked off in adult arcades when I was younger and jerked off a couple of guys throughout my life. I also finger fucked a guys ass at a gay theater once. As much as I would love to have sex with a man I would never want to pass an STD to my wife and don't really want to cheat on her beyond what I've I'll ready done. I try to keep the urges to a minimum by using the dildos that I have. Some are small and some pretty big and feel great inside. I deep throat these dildos before and after they have been in my ass and fuck myself balls deep until I cumm and that relieves a lot of the urges. I wonder if I will ever have the chance to have full blown sex with a man in my lifetime.
Jul 16Next Confession
Decades+ of selfsucking led me to be a sub bottom fucktoy3 Comments
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I've tried quite a few times to make it my wife's idea to watch gay porn etc. We did once and she fucked my brains out nearly. I confessed to her that it sort of turned me on and that was the last time we watched it together. About all she will do is Pegg me now and then and now feeds me all of my cum. I wish I could convince her to let me suck off another guy but no luck! I just want her to at least acknowledge my fantasy even if it never turns real. Good luck man, we are in thr same boat it seems.
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To be clear she doesn't watch gay porn with me but accepts that I watch it and doesn't care if I do or don't. It doesn't affect her and she understands how men are when it comes to porn. She will never allow me to be with another man she has made it clear but doesn't care if I fantasize about other men. She has had some lesbian encounters but has not followed through with them because she was not the one initiating the action and doesn't really want to do it. I have to say she is much more open now that we have been together for a long time and because we watch a lot of sex documentaries and shows that help people understand how normal it is to be interested in haven't sex with the same gender. And it should not be taboo. Well good luck on your side and hope you get to suck and fuck a guy in your lifetime. Crossing my fingers for me too.