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I'm in a relationship with a man. We have been together for more a number of years, and I love him very much. When we started dating, I told him immediately that I also love pussy, and that I'd had some very erotic relationships with a few women. He and I had an understanding. If we were going to be in a monogamous relationship, I was welcome to pursue a female's company but not have an intimate relationship with her, separate from him, and he wouldn't also be with her without me. We had a threesome once, and it was fine, but nothing came of it beyond that one night.
And now all I can think of is licking the cunt of a beautiful woman, all by myself. I want her to straddle my open mouth so that my tongue can flicker inside her lips and along her clit. Maybe have a small vibrator up her ass at the same time. I want her gushing on me, planting herself on me so that I can lap her up.
I remember looking through men's magazines, back before the internet when the centerfolds were spread in provocative positions, and they were the object of my brother's fantasies. I'm not into the taste of men's cum, but the idea of a guy pumping a load inside a woman and perhaps smearing marshmallow cream on her for me to lick up is making me wet as I type this. I'm not going to sneak around and cheat on my boyfriend, but I also don't feel like sharing a pussy with him. I know he'd be happy to watch me eat his cum from another woman, but I guess I am dealing with just getting bored with the same ol', same ol'... 'just frustrated.
You really need to talk with your BF/partner. You have a primal need for pussy! You were born with it and need to enjoy it. Don’t apologize or feel guilty or ashamed. He knows you like pussy. To deny you is not love, it’s insecurity on his part. He thinks he will lose you to a woman. I hope you reach a new understanding. Let him know you need that. And if there is no risk you will leave him for a woman, make home understand that. Good luck!