The first time I ever gave head
I was 20, just got my own apartment and I was feeling frisky so I got on CL looking for a hookup. I ended up meeting a guy close to my age in the same town. I went to his apartment, his place was a wreck, dirty dishes and shit everywhere. I could tell he was closeted and felt a little awkward. I don't think we even spoke a word. He took his shorts off and sat on the couch I got on my knees and started sucking him, not even 5 minutes in my jaw is hurting (I have a really small mouth) so I stop and he starts jerking off, he motions to me right before he came, I put it in my mouth and started sucking, I'll never forget the warm sensation of him Cumming in my mouth, I stood up and ran to the sink and spit it all out, I washed my mouth out several times in his dirty sink then walked straight out the door without saying a word. I left there thinking wtf did I just do?
What you did was experiment but based on how society views Gay sex you probably felt guilty. You shouldn't feel guilty for experimenting. If you realized afterwards that it was actually fun you probably tried it again but if you didn't, it's a checkbox on your list of things you tried.
Since you say it's the FIRST time you gave head, I assume you tried it again and found your groove.
It took me forever to work up the nerve to suck, but I immediately fell in love with it. There's a strange sense of pride that comes with making a guy lose control and unload, knowing that it's my mouth giving him that pleasure. I don't always swallow, but that's the best.
I hope you got used ro the taste. Some is just plain nasty. Some is absolutely delicious. I este mine also and it always has a very sweet taste.
I have been swallowing every drop of the load since the first time I sucked a cock
I was 16. The guy that took me out stops at the overlook, we make out, and I let him feel me up. He was a very good kisser and knew what he was doing playing with my boobs. surprised myself that I enjoyed it, before I realized it he was up my skirt and it felt so good. Next thing I know is he has his penis out, it was this big glow worm. I really did not know what to do with it, just kissed it and put it in my mouth. we were in a really funny position, he is really doing a great job rubbing my pussy and sort of thrusting his penis in my mouth, i began to have a very strong orgasm and he starts to shoot in my mouth. I'm like WTF as I'd just started to suck and it hit in my throat and I was sort of forced to gag it down if I didn't want to choke. I wanted to puke, but I didn't