My breastfeeding Fantasy

I'm 28-years old and I fantasize about breastfeeding with my mom. Life has been stressful lately and sometimes I just want to retreat and cuddle with my mom and suck on her nipples. She just turned 60, is still attractive and has a lovely bosom. I would love to feel her soft plump tit in my hand while my mouth clasps on to nipple, and I suck on it for hours. It seems heavenly in my mind.

I've put my head on her lap to relax but nothing else. But I get an erection knowing her bosom is just inches from my face.