Wetting myself in bed

I wear Women's Depends when I walk my dog. Love how they feel. I could be standing and talking to someone while pissing myself. I almost pissed myself while walking the dog before I started wearing them. That's what made me get them. Hold it as long as I can then start letting it out. Feels so good.

I wear adult diapers when my wife is out and pee and shit myself. I cum so hard when I do

I am on Quora under the name Love Life. I post pictures of myself peeing in briefs in bed, if you are interested.

Your mattress must smell great.

I use a mattress protector. And towels under me. No smell on the mattress at all.

That's usually a sign of someone who has been sexually abused/assaulted. Has that happened to you/do you fantasize about it happening?

I had a girlfriend a few years ago who would piss herself whenever I fucked her from behind. She said it reminded her of when she was assaulted by a family member when she was a kid and she lost control of her body. She always came really hard when I did it to her.