Female clothes

I have a large collection of female clothing
spanking stuff belts straps a cane riding crop.
sorry tank top type dresses I use as night wear.
so many sex toys glass dildos too many.
all from the internet.but.
I am so frustrated I have a problem in my apartment that requires my landlord
to attend.my wardrobe so full of female clothing no locks.
I will need to tape it closed.
a new friend male I just met.he will cum when it is safe to do so.
I have been without c and c for a long time.I gamble too much and I am old.
I am bisexual.I moved away many years ago to a big city.
I am now alone.I have few friends only one is married to a woman.
he will cum sometime.I take it.I never give.
he can spank me belt me.
fuck me.I will wear one of my tank top style dresses.
I never get my size right.
I just guess.
I was dressed up for hallloween many many years ago as a kid
I now want to dress up again and be punished.