Not sure what to think about my new fetish...

Two years ago I (20F) accepted to myself that I am attracted to old men. It was pretty obvious considering my crushes since childhood but I didn't want to admit it because I thought it was weird and abnormal and not something society (or anyone) expects from me. Guys around my own age are fun and cool, but I have never been able to consider them more than just as friends.

Anyways, I allowed myself to have a couple of hook-ups to find out if that was really the case and, well, I'm not calling myself a slut but I've done some catching up since.

The main "problem" now is that I've started to enjoy the risk of pregnancy after a few scares with late periods bit too much and it's now at the point that I kinda want to get pregnant. I have never wanted kids and I have enough common sense to know that it would be a really bad idea with current father options, but that only makes it more tempting.
The thought that I could be pregnant at the very moment is a huge turn on, but honestly I have no clue what I would do if I that was the case. Would I get abortion asap or would the fetishist in me tell me to embrace it...
No idea but I'm willing to find out.

By Anonymous

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