I'M DRESSING UP AGAIN
I haven't worn a dress or heels in years. I stopped dressing up when my sister came to live with me years ago. Well, she's gone now and I'm free to do whatever I want. However, it's been so long, I just haven't had the desire to dress again, Well, that's not entirely true. I have had the desire, but I just didn't want to go through the trouble of buying all those stockings and shoes and skirts and all the other things that I used to have. I still have a desire to dress but I thought that maybe I could just ignore it and maybe it would go away. But it just won't leave me alone. It just won't go away. So, I figure maybe the best way to fight this burning desire is to just give in and do it just one more time. They say, if you can't beat them join them. My plan is to dress up a few more times, get this thing out of my system and then throw all my new girly things away and purge these feeling from my system. So, I bought a really sexy pair of red 6 inch heels online about a week ago. They fit perfectly and I really love them. I've always wanted a pair like these but was never able to buy them because 1. I could never find them in my area and 2. I never had enough privacy. Next in the mail came a pair of black stockings with seams up the back. They made my feet so smooth and they just glided into the heels. And made my legs look so good I just had to take some pictures. I also have a black mini-dress coming tomorrow and more things coming all throughout the rest of the week. I'm going to dress up real sexy, prance around my house, take a milllion pictures, keep these things for a couple of weeks and then be done. P.S. I started to buy a 9 inch dildo too, but I haven't had any dick in years and I don't think I'm ready for that at the moment. My only fear is that, what if I can't bring myself to throw these things away?? What if this is only an excuse to myself for me getting back into wearing dresses and heels?? I do have to admit though, it did feel really good when I used to dress up in sexy things years ago.
Mmmmmmmm I've thrown away so much lingerie and toys, but now I just give in, I dress up relatively pretty and slutty and I go and find a cock to suck on usually at a glory hole, then I'm good for a couple of weeks but it's something that doesn't away
Well my things did arrive. And I did dress in them. But I found that my body has changed a lot. I've gained some weight and I don't look as sexy as I did when I was younger, and I don't get that super excited feeling when dressed like I did when I was younger either. The only thing I liked were the high heels and the stockings. Both were really sexy. They looked and felt very nice. and they fit good and made my legs look sexy as well. I took some pictures but didn't like what I saw in them either. I think I'm still going to purge. So today the dress, and the body shaper go in the trash. I'll keep the shoes and stockings a little while longer then, they'll go in the trash as well.
Dont bother purgeing it wont work... I have tried several times but keep going back as there is no better feeling than being fully dressed up as a woman and finding then being used by some random guy preferably with a big cock!
You’re right I’ve purged a few times in the past , and the urges just keep coming back, each time stronger , and I can almost pull it off ( passible) and it doesn’t help that I’m desperate to be a bitch.
I know what you mean. Been there done that. But as you get older, things change. I used to have a killer shape back in the day and got more dick then I could handle. But I know people would just laugh at what I look like today. Time to hang it up.
I'm dressing girly af for Halloween. And I'll wear a mini pad to soak up the pre cum.