My first time was the best

I dropped out of college for financial reasons. I was going to work a semester and go back to college. I got a job as a desk clerk, I quit because of the hours. I then got a job working at a music store. Most of the business was renting instruments to kids in school, but some instruments were bought and sold. The owner was an ex music teacher and he showed me enough to be able to take care of most business. He also repaired instruments. He was a one man shop and spent most of his time back in the shop and I was up front.

I went on on a Sunday to do some paperwork I hadn't finished. He let me in and I was at the front desk and he was back in his shop. I walked back there for no good reason, that's what he said afterwards, no good reason to go back there and I caught him looking at magazines. Dirty magazines. Dirty gay magazines. And he had his pants wet, a wet spot and he was wearing kaki pants. I caught him red handed, this gay old man who was jerking off to gay porn.

He handed me a magazine. It was all black and white pictures. All 'active' sex pictures, with hard dicks in the mouths of pretty young men, and hard dicks in the ass of pretty young men. Hard dick, hard veiny dicks, and not all the dicks were of white men. I flipped through and gave it back and said I wasn't interested. But I was. I went back to the front and rubbed my dick in my pants.

He came out front, his wet spot totally visible and he said he had to make sure that I didn't talk. He walked around to the front door and made sure it was locked and took me back to the shop. He showed me a picture of pretty young man sucking a hard dick and told me to get to it, to suck his dick. When I looked up his pants were down and his dick was in his hand and then I was on my knees sucking his dick while he sat in his shop chair. He kept running his fingers through my hair, and then grabbing me by the hair and pulling me off. He stood up and moved several instruments off his table and still hard with his dick in his hand he told me to drop my pants and lean over the table.

I don't know what he used to lube me up, he did it with his finger, it was thick and slippery stuff, and he put his dick against me and he gave me a 'good' fuck. My first, your first is either the best you ever had or the worst, my first was the best.

I worked for him for the rest of the semester and went back to school the following semester, working for him during breaks and the summers. I sucked his dick and he gave me good fuckings, but at his place not at the shop. I went on after graduation to work in the big bad world and I learned how to engage in conversations that led to sucking hard dicks and letting men fuck me. It was after I had accepted I was gay.

But when I sit back and remember, and think of that semester I worked for the instrument repair shop, I think of him. He was in his late forties then and he really liked gay porn and shared it with me. I was his cocksucker and his 'boy' for fucking. And yes, that first time was the best I had.

By Anonymous

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