Why the difference
I’m an older bi male. Love sex with both genders. But why is it that I can’t have sex with a woman without emotional and romantic feelings. I can’t just fuck her for the sake of sexual pleasure. But meanwhile my sexual attraction to men is just that…sexual only. Never ever any emotional attraction. I just want to use them for rough raw sex. Sometimes it’s long term and sometimes a one-time thing. Either way is great. Frankly I have no interest in a m/m emotional relationship, so that’s fine. But I’d love to be able to pick up sluts, skanks, and fatties to just use sexually. I want to have a dismissive, “you’re a cum dumpster so spread your legs, shut up, and fuck” type attitude towards them, but I can’t. Why is that?
Understand totally. I am married bi and hand jobs and oral with men is great just a slut thing. With women I have opportunities to fuck but have no emotional attachment so it didn't happen. Only one woman I have emotional attachment to is Julie and I dream about fucking her. Don't tell my wife
I enjoy the moment with men. Just let me suck your cock and cum in my throat, mouth or on my face.
Bend me over and fuck my ass. I want to feel your cum leaking out of my ass hours later.
I don’t want anything except for the sex.
The only relationship part that I would like is for them to return to use me again.
I have visited adult theaters, and rest areas and gotten exactly what I needed. I would find places with gloryholes and enjoy every cock offered to me. The theater I went to had a couple of rows of seats removed from the back and I would usually end up on my knees in that area with men using me for their sexual pleasure. They would sometimes bend me over a seat and get in line to use my body. They only wanted to cum, they did not care about anything else, just like I only wanted their cum. I did not care where they shot their loads, just so I received it.
I cross dress, and have found that most men don’t care about that as long as they get their duck sucked dry. Or they get to fuck my ass until they cum deep inside of me.
I have spent hours on end giving and receiving pleasure in this way. When driving home I have always wished that the event had not ended, still wanting another cock to please. My jaws hurting from sucking so many cocks. Needing to insert a butt plug to stop the cum from leaking out of my ass and staining my seats. Letting the cum dry on my face and in my hair so that anyone seeing me would know just what I have been doing.
I guess that's part of being bisexual. I love my wife and I have sex with men just for the fun of it. I enjoy being fucked by men and sucking cock but I never felt any emotional attachment to a guy even though I enjoy having sex with them. I have only loved women and I am madly in love with my wife. It's just sex enjoy yourself.