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Powerful feelings of submission
I’m an older bisexual man. I have constant feelings of need for submission. It overwhelms me at times…almost controls me. Puts me in my car and drives me to bars to be picked up and used. Makes me reach out to….anyone….to satisfy my urges. My need for submission is on multiple levels. First I simply want and need to submit to another persons desires and instructions for me. I’d enjoy being taken hard by a man for his pleasure, submitting to his demands for whatever desires he needs satisfied. I’d also love to submit to a dominant woman who would spank me like mommy used to and peg me hard to teach me my lessons. I would submit completely to her will.
Second to be seen and watched while submitting. I suppose this is really some form of exhibitionist need, but my submission would be to my dominants desire to show off their conquest , and humiliate me. I can barely reveal my true needs to another soul, yet want to be humiliated by the whole world knowing my naughty secrets.
Third I need to submit to my own needs and desires. I want to suck a man’s cock, lick and tongue-fuck a woman’s asshole, get fucked hard by cock or a strap on. I need and want that but hesitate to go get it. In submitting to individuals I will be submitting to my own deep and little understood but powerful needs and urges.
I am very much in the closet. Only in the privacy of a lovers bed do I ever fully submit….to them and to my desires. Only then do I say what I need to, moan as I have to, pant, beg, grunt, and behave as my inner submissive tells me to. Only then do I achieve to full and deep release that comes from complete compliance and submission…..and seismic orgasm and ejaculation. I need to submit.
I know how you feel and it is powerful. I hop e you get all you desire, just be carefull, although I know you want to be humiliated, and shamed and that's the bottom line.
Where do you live? I want to fuck a guy who submits to me.