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I (f, 46) lost my husband to cancer eleven years ago. Seeing him battling cancer and finally losing the battle was hard, but on the other hand I was a woman in her 30ies with sexual desires that my husband could not fulfill. So I started having affairs with other guys when he was in hospital. I managed to hook up with one of his doctors at the hospital. First visited my husband, then went to the doctor's office and let him fuck me on his desk. It tore me apart... the man I loved was dying and I was whoring around dating other guys... It became much worse when he finally died. I felt horrible, the grief was overwhelming. But my sexual desires became so unbearably strong that I let random guys fuck me. I used to get drunk at the local pub and then went home with one of my drinking buddies. I went dancing into a club and, some hours later, found myself drunk and deranged in the parking lot with stains of cum all over my clothes and on/in my body. Invited a friend over for dinner, had lots of wine, woke up the next morning in our mixed juices on my sofa. It was horrible, but my insatiable desire made me do it again and again. Today I am back to "normal" life in a monogamous relationship, but I often think about those years and feel both disgusted and turned on.
Im in your shoes but opposite lately - my wife has terminal stage IV cancer and her libido is very much opposite of what it used to be.
I am in my late 40s but still craving sexual neds and desires. I've hooked up orally with ladies, but haven't done all the way yet. But the desire is there
You should always enjoy more than one man.. A woman is not made to be monogamous. Tell your mate that you need other cock You might be surprised of what he says.. My wife is needed bigger bigger since we were married I love watching are being pleased