I’ve been bisexual since…

I became interested in other boys at a fairly early age. First time was with a neighbor across the street. We sucked each other but I didn’t know what I was doing and didn’t know if I liked it that much. When it really happened was in 5th grade. It was with my best friend. It started off as truth or dare. That first night we started off with some truths like who do you think is the hottest girl in school and stuff like that. Dares started as totally innocent.

Then he dared me to get naked. So I did. So I dared him to get naked and he did. Then he dared me to suck his dick. I’m sure he wanted me to anyway and this was just an excuse. I did. Then I dared him to suck mine. We both loved having it done. Then he asked me if I knew what a 69 was and I didn’t. He told me and I said, “Yeah, lets do that.” We did and I was hooked.

We spent the night with one another every weekend. The first few times we messed around it was like this. Using truth or dare as an excuse. Then on the 4th weekend he asked if I wanted to play truth or dare. I said, “Let’s just skip to what we really want to do.” He said, “What do you mean?” I said, “We both want to get naked and fool around. Lets just do that and skip truth or dare.” So we got in bed, got naked and went straight to fooling around.

This would be the way of it till around 8th grade. Then the parents decided we didn’t need to spend the night anymore. Not because we got caught. My parents felt like I was too old to do sleepovers. So we had to find a way to keep doing it. 9th grade we were both in band. We would go out of town for contests and parades and would often spend the night. We would always room together. We started having actual sex our sophomore year. We were out of town for a band contest. We got a pizza and went to our room. We got naked the second we got in the room. We were sucking each other’s dicks when he started licking my ass. I instantly loved it.

Then he said, “We should try anal.” I said, “I’m cool with that. You want to fuck me?” He said, “Sure.” I was on my hands and knees and he fucked me from behind.” I loved it. He held my hips and fucked me and I stroked my cock. It didn’t take him long to cum. He told me he was going to cum and asked if he should pull out. I said, “No baby. Cum inside me.” After he came he said, “Let me have that dick.” I laid on the bed and he sucked me off. I came in his mouth and he swallowed. We laid there together on the bed. He said, “I love you, you know.” I said, “I love you too.” He said, “I mean it. That was our first time having sex. I’m glad it was with you.” I said, “You don’t have a girlfriend, right?” He said, “No. You don’t either, do you?” I said, “No.” He said, “We should just be with each other.” I said, “I’ll be your girlfriend.” He said, “I’d like that. We can’t let people know. We would get made fun of pretty hard.” I said, “Yeah, you’re right. Let’s just keep it a secret.”

This was still in a time that being gay wasn’t socially acceptable. Our parents certainly would have flipped out. So we kept it a secret. There was talking among the other band kids but nobody could prove anything. Neither of us talked like a “typical gay” guy at school. We finally got caught after prom. Everyone was getting hotels after prom and a few of our friends saw us go into our room together. One asked what that was all about. I said, “Well, what do you think? What were you there for?” He said, “To fuck my girlfriend.” I said, “Well, there you go.” He said, “No shit? You two? Really?” I said, “Yep. We don’t want anyone to know though.” He said, “Oh don’t worry. I’m not gonna tell.”

We both went away to college together and roomed together. Everyone there knew we were gay. Hard to keep it a secret when you forget to lock your door and friends come in and see you getting fucked doggystyle. We had different grad schools in mind and we had to finally part ways. Here it is, probably 20 years later and I still think about him.

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