I'd like to die

Do not harm yourself. Go and ask for profession help and you will receive it. I hope you are alive to read this!

I will neither attempt to persuade nor desuade you from your decision. But I would like for you to consider something. All of us have had creeps in our lives that didn't believe in us and lost no opportunity to tell us so. If you kill yourself, guess who wins? Every motherfucking piece of shit that said you'd be a failure in the first place! Why would you want to give them that satisfaction? Again, do whatever you feel that you need to do. But just remember that someone that hates you more than you could ever hate yourself is gonna laugh at your demise.

Please don't, there are many places that can help you, just think your life is worth living no matter what