Obsessive Appetiite for Sex
I guess it started when I discovered my first Playboy in my Dad's room. The site of a naked woman was very exciting to me. I was only 10 or 11 but my penis grew hard and I was unsure what was happening. I enjoyed looking at the pictures, but was still unsure what to do. One day laying on my bed it happened. I ejaculated while just rubbing up against the sheets! From that day on I was hooked...
I began stealing panties and wearing and sniffing them from my friends older sisters. My mother found my stash one day but she really didn't do anything, as I found out later, she was a sexually charged person as well. I didn't indulge in my panty fetish for many years but my sexual urges only increased. I was a shy teenager who had a hard time with the opposite sex and didn't lose my virginity until I was 17 to a college girl in my senior yr of HS. I was a mature looking 17 yr old and as soon as I got my drivers license I began visiting the porn shops. Oh yeah, almost forgot, I stole Playboys and Penthouses throughout my early teen years to support my jerk off sessions...
Porn shops turned into visiting the Asian Massage Parlors and then Mistresses. I am a worthless piece of shit and want to be dominated and serve the woman who deserve to be worshipped. I wish for them to humiliate me and spit in my face, tell me what a worthless person I am, worthy of only cleaning the cum of their lover from their pussy or ass. I enjoy them to make me suck cock and have another male ejaculate in my face.
I am now almost 60 and my sex drive hasn't slowed. I am really excited about beginning relationships with other men who enjoy wearing womans clothing as I do. My desire for cock is almost as strong as my urge to eat pussy. It's all good I guess!
Nice post. I'm a 75 year old married white cocksucker. Not gay -- but sure do love sucking a nice clean cock. As you said -- it's all good.