Sex life

I no longer have sex with my wife not in the normal way. We used to fuck like crazy. But not anymore. It started when we were swinging with other couples. Then she joined a swingers club but she only wanted me to watch her fucking guys. Then I was staying home when she went out. When she did come home she would jack me off really slow and pull on my forskin really hard and stritch it. She was getting into torture. Found out that she was hanging out with a woman at the swingers club that loved to dominate men. My wife was learning from her. My cock hasn't been in a pussy for years now. I am just a play thing for my wife and sometimes her friends. I would have to stand up and she will get me hard then stop and see how long it takes me to get soft again put those rings on my balls sack and see how far she could stretch them out. Hang weights from my balls and cock if I yelled out in pain she would tell me to shut up. One of her friends uses sounding rods on me she would fuck my cock with the rods until I cum then push it all the way in and then put a rubber band around my forskin to hold the rod in me for hours. I am just a play toy for my wife now.