Why can’t I say no.
I was so scared of hurting his feelings. I said no initially but he convinced me anyway and I agreed.
So I knelt down, unzipped his pants and took his dick in my mouth. Once it touched my tongue and I heard him groan I knew it was too late, there was no going back. I had another mans hard dick in my mouth hitting the back of my throat.
I can’t say I didn’t enjoy it after a few minutes but once he came in my mouth, he’d pulled out and I’d swallowed the shame and guilt was unbelievable.
If I’d just stood my ground and said ‘no. I’m not gay, there is no way I’m doing that’ then I wouldn’t have to live my life knowing that I sucked a dick and swallowed another mans cum just because he asked me too.