24, attracted to my uncle.
So I havent seen this particular uncle since we were kids. He's in his 30's close to 40's if I took a guess lol. But I think he is adorable, inside and out. We met as adults when he randomly came over to have a few beers with my dad ( who was out of town ) long story short we both got drunk in the front yard lol. He has become my best friend. One night we were drinking these strong ipa's and i fell asleep on his bed with him. long story short on that is I woke up to him whispering in my ear and dry humping me. We got over all that because apparantly I started it.
Well I was out of town one day, felt crappy and called him while I was drunk. I accidentally turned him on and listened to him having an orgasm and oof that totally turned me on. We were talking about my inability to have orgasms because of my meds and he automatically said he wanted to buy me an hitachi or however you spell that toy.
He also said he wanted me to use it and wanted to watch.
I really wish he wasnt my uncle because id be all over him if he wasnt. I just know id ruin our whole family if anyone ever found out but god listening to him jack off was sexy asf. I also feel like maybe it would ruin our relationship we have now, I can talk to him about everything and I'm afraid if we fuck I'll lose him
( and my whole family) I just want advice you guys. The last thing I want is to tease him but I feel like id be fucking my whole family over.
Idk I just need advice.