Curious Older Straight Male
I am a straight married 74 year old male who has been curious about a male relationship for a long time, but the urge keeps getting stronger. I did suck a mans dick one time years ago, but never had the opportunity again even though I did enjoy it. Besides oral I have also been fantasizing about having anal sex (I want to be the one getting fucked). I think about it going this way
I would like to lay on my back and put my legs over my partners shoulders, that way I could somewhat see what is going on. I would love to watch him lube up and stroke his dick and then have him very gently start to insert. Preferably my partner would be slim, with little body hair, and a slim, cut dick no longer erect than about 5-6 inches. Thinking about this really turns be on.
Wondering if any of you also think about this and if you have ever followed through and if you did, how you enjoyed it.