Wanting Your Mom
For as long as I can remember I have thought my mother who is a high school teacher was pretty. Earlier this year when I turned 18 I came to the realization that I had desires towards my mother.
They ran much deeper than just wanting to make love to her. I wanted to be her lover. I wanted to make her my companion.
Denise my mother, I should mention is a very good looking 40 year old woman. The best way to describe her is tall thin, with long curly blonde hair.
I have looked and she wears a size 38C bra and like the rest of her body, her breasts have very little sag. Her belly is flat and she has a nice round butt.
One night we were watching TV and the program was about older women with younger men. I thought about my French teacher, and a woman I met at the bowling alley. They both were attractive but could not fill the need I had for my mother.
My mind was made up and the next few days it was if a weight was lifted from me. I had accepted my inner need to have my mother and now I set about the path to getting her.
I knew that getting my mother to become my lover would be very difficult and need a detailed plan. The first part would be to use my ex girlfriend Sue as an excuse to learn how to perform oral sex.
I would make it sound like Sue thought I sucked at it. It sounds outrageous but I knew it would work. Then after my mom shows me I will give her an orgasm so she would be to weak to resist me.
I would force my self on her and fuck her brains out. Because she does not want me to fuck her and she would not, I would record the whole thing so I could blackmail her if needed.
She could not fight the blackmail because it would be my word against hers and therefore I would have her teaching career in my hands. I knew my mother and she would give in.
The day had arrived and everything was set. The camera was set up behind a two way mirror in her bedroom. After diner I asked mom if I could talk to her about something very personal.
"Sure John. You know you can ask me anything." "Mom it is about sex and I know that you are not comfortable with that." "Look John I am no prude just relax."
"Mom you remember Sue and the reason I said I broke it off with her?" "Yes John, you said she was cheating on you. That was too bad I really liked her." I then began to turn on the tears and tell my brilliant lie.
"Mom that is not the whole story. The reason she said she cheated on me was she said I was totally clueless about oral sex." "John any girl that says that you don't need."
"But mom she was right. That's why I am coming to you. Please show me how to please a woman. At least show me how to eat pussy. Um I mean perform oral sex." I was by this point in total tears. I must say my acting deserved an Oscar.
"I don't know. I am your mother and I couldn't, it is wrong. Maybe I could get a friend of mine?" "No, I want you mom. You are the only woman I trust."
She came over to me and gave me long hug and put my head on her chest. I breathed in her perfume and looked in her eyes and knew the plan had worked.
She kissed me on the forehead and said, "Give me a little while to think about it."
She left my room but about 20 minutes later she knocked on the door and gave the answer. She did not know at the time it was going to make her my lover forever.
She came in and sat next to me put one hand on my knee and gently stroked my hair as she spoke. She spoke softly like wanting no one else to her us.
"I will do this but only on two conditions. First you tell no one. And second, you do exactly as I say. Agreed?"
"Come to my room in five minutes."
She got up and left. I was now in state of almost uncontrollable sexual arousal. I knew what I had to do. Masturbate. I had to have a clear head to execute my plan.
I could not work my best while having the uncontrollable desire to fuck her. I quickly grabbed a sock and stripped down to my boxers. I pulled out my 6 and half inch penis and put the sock on it.
I took hold of the throbbing cock and began furiously wanking myself. This was not for pleasure but release. I was jerking so hard and fast I could hear my fist slap against my balls. I was in a fever.
My heart was racing, my breathing short and then I erupted. I let out a groan as I spewed what seemed like buckets of cum into the sock. I then composed myself and got up to go to my mother's room and change our lives forever.