Obsessed

I'm a male crossdresser and I love big black cocks. I have always been fascinated by a black man with a big cock. Mine is small so I just imagine a black man pounding my ass. At first i was disturbed by this but I grew into that fantasy and started to crossdress. Another this that made this my main focus was that my neighbor was such a nice guy and on days I answered the door still dressed in my feminine cloths he just smiled and made small talk. One day he told me that he would pound me good. A few days later he stopped by my place again and asked if he wanted to pound me. He said yes and I let him use me as a cum-dump when ever he stops by. We got so use to it that he stopped using a condom and released his load inside me. I love a big black cock and it probably won't change.