My ex boyfriend finally talked me into letting him finger my butthole. I couldn't admit it but I kinda liked how it felt, but it made me feel dirty too.
Once when he was eating my cunt and fingering my butthole, he tried to lick my asshole. I thought I'd cum that second but pushed him away because I didn't want him to think I was a freaky whore wanting that kind of dirty stuff done to me.
We broke up about a year ago but I can't stop thinking about it and wishing I'd let him stick his tongue up my butt. I haven't dated too much lately but the first thing I think of is if I can get him to lick my butthole but I'm embarrassed thinking of asking.
I'm starting to think about one night stands so I can get my asshole licked deep and long, and then not have to see him again. I don't know what to do. I want a tongue in my butthole so bad!! Nothing else, just bent over, spreading my cheeks open and a tongue licking my asshole, deep, long and hard. Will male prostitutes do that?