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I'm a divorced 47 yr old guy in Missoula, MT. My ex and I work at Our local university. She divorced me shortly after our MMF 3some in which I surprised her by making it very clear I only wanted watch, clean her and suck his cock. She said it was mostly because of my practical begging to be her cuck afterwards.
Luckily we are still very friendly and co-parent. In a way, I think she was at least somewhat into a cuckold relationship. She's been open about being with some common friends or our colleagues.
On the other hand, I've become an absolute sissy cockwhore. Trying to be discrete, I use Grindr or our porn shop to find hard cocks and on rare occasions a few married couples who want To play.
More than once I have worn a pair of my ex's panties as I worship them especially their balls and cock's. Also, while I know it's very wrong, their are times where I've shown her pictures and role-played that I'm her cuck. It's scary but exhilarating. Twice now, it's been someone who either knew me or recognized on of use including a student who has been to her department a few times. Thank god no one has said anything. I feel lucky as the student does not appear to be still in town.
I will never never turn downpleasing a woman with my mouth but I know I'll never be able to be in relationship without asking to be cucked. At the same time, I will always be turned out by a hard cock in front of my face. I find myself increasingly fantasizing about being fucked. Thanks for reading.