No big deal
I was raped when i was12
I never told anyone and was more scared someone would find out.
Same guy did it again 5 months later.
Again no one found out.
When i was 19 he came on to me and we had a affair for 4 years
Last year he was helping my husband work in garage. My husband had to go to work and left him to finish. We fucked several times before he went home.
Yes i felt guilty but i will the next time we are alone. Im his and i will never tell anyone and i will always do what he wants