I miss cock so much!
I'm a bisexual guy & am in a relationship with a woman who I love from the bottom of my heart. She is really lovely and we work well together - not to mention that she is my perfect type. She is big, almost my height and has the most gorgeous massive ass that is so perfectly round and big. When I go down on her she wraps her big soft legs around my head and the whole word is hidden by thighs, tummy and pussy, I hate having to come up to breathe!
She is so good to me and makes me feel like the luckiest guy alive. (And bonus she loves anal too!)
The only problem is sometimes I really miss cock! I'm not going to cheat on her because I don't want to do that, but Oh My God I miss having my head held while a guy uses my mouth. Or playing with the end of his cock with my tounge, watching the faces he pulls as he looks down at me. <3
That feeling of hot cum in my mouth while I look up at them, feeling their boner slowly subsiding and they pull that stupid sexy 'I just came face' & I swallow their cum though I hate the taste because that guy wants me to!
The only guy I used to do anal with was one of my best friends but I miss how hot it felt to be pounded like that, and to walk around with his cum inside me feeling where he was in me every time I sit down.
I really miss guy sex.
(Also before anyone suggests it we've discussed using a strap on, but she isn't into it so I let it go.)
This confession isn't going to change anything, but at least it's good to get it off my chest.
Does she know that you're bi, and have you discussed this suppressed need with her? She may be more understanding than you expect. I have an old friend who I hook up with from time to time with my wife's permission. He's the first guy who ever fucked me, by the way, as well as the first guy I ever fucked. Also, every few years we go to a fetish weekend where I'm allowed to suck cock and get sucked as much as I want. There was a lot of discussion that went on before any of this, setting safety boundaries and deciding who my wife felt she could trust. She knows that I totally lust after her, so no extracurricular fun is ever going to make me not ready to get with her at the drop of a hat.
To be clear, if it were completely up to me I'd be getting fucked and sucking cock almost every day! But this is a sane, safe compromise that lets me take the edge off. Oh, and I masturbate to gay porn and cuckold porn daily. It definitely helps.
I would love to help you with your problem I will suck your cock until unload down my throat.