Got fucked now confused

I don't get it? Ever since the first time that I had a cock in my ass it hurts at first but by the time he is finished it's like the best thing ever. I keep saying that I'm not gonna do it anymore but I always do???

It was before I hit puberty when an older boy came in my boy's ass. I'd been avoiding him for weeks embarrassed that he'd fucked me. Calling me his boy sissy and that my tight fresh little cheeks wrapped in cute little cotton boy panties was now forever his since he was the first in um. After a while when school let out what he said was true, I was his. After weeks of constant attention from him he said that he thought "My fresh faced pouty lips were so pretty for a boy." An hour later I was gulping down my first cock suck!

I got fcked when I was way younger where I used to live by three older boys a lot. I never wore girls clothes before until after I moved and met a man in our neighborhood who dresses like a woman all the time. He throat and butt fcks me like a bunch of times already. He buys me the prettiest girls clothes.

I've had sex with other boys since I was way littler and since covid-19 and everyone's stuck working from home I've been with a man. I thought I was just gonna suck um but I was wearing my sister's stuff and he really fucked me like so much!

How did you end up in bed?