I desire women...

I am a 26 year old male happily married to the love of my life. I love her with all my heart but I feel like I have a dark side...

My paternal great-grandfather was a womanizer and left many women pregnant and I have been told his son, my grandfather, was a pimp. There are times where I feel I want leave my wife and just fuck as women as I can. I feel like I have an innate ability to see the sexiness and beauty of every women and would see how men would want to fuck them... I've fantasized over almost every in law I have. I have fantasized about fucking my mother-in-law, my sister-in-law, my wives aunts, female cousins... you name it...

It doesn't stop there. I've met my wives' female friends: I've fantasized about fucking each and one of them. I've fantasized about fucking her best friend (I've actually fantasized my wife and her having lesbian sex and have fantasized about having a threesome) many times and I may have had an actual opportunity to do it but I'll get to that later (Yes, I fantasized about fucking her mom too). I've fantasized about my female friends. I've fantasized about by wives' co-workers as well as mine. I've fantasized about mutual female friends. I see women at the store and I fantasize about asking them for their number to go on a date and then eventually fucking them...

Despite this women desire I have, I have a very strong moral compass that it has only been a desire and I've never acted upon it. Going back to the time I actually had an opportunity to fuck my wife's best friend, here's what happened. Let's call her Sonia. Sonia really liked me for her best friend and became close to me. One day my wife was working and she calls me asking for help for a college application. I oblige and meet her at her house. She was alone and we both sat next to each other. Sonia sat right next to me and started making a lot of physical contact. My wife wouldn't be out of work for hours and we would be alone for a while. I had a gut feeling of where it was going and I told her I was uncomfortable and immediately left. My moral compass beat my womanizing desire and I walked out of there. If my desire had won, I would've seduced her and fucked her.

I've never cheated on my wife and I've never acted on any urge but I know I have this womanizing desire. I don't what will happen if my moral compass fails one day...

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  • Where do you live maybe you can seduce my wife

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