Why do i have cuck fantasies for my mom? can someone explain

When i was learning to drive i would drive my mothers boy friends car around in the country they would be making out in the back seat, i know that she sucked his dick somebut i could never see them , if i could have caught even a glimps of her sucking his dick i would have cum in my pants, i would always jackoff when i got back to the house.

Because moms are like the nurturing one in the family the one makes value and need to prove their dominance and when a bigger alpha takes her it makes ur dad a cuck beta and since you descend from him you are naturally one too. Sex has always been humiliation and that turns anyone on but its considered uncommon for a male to like it but you do and the best thing to do is accept your a virgin cuck who can only hope to please himself

If its like me. My mom use to have affairs with men all the time when dad was at work. She thought I was too young to remember. She would bring them home and I would be sitting there watching TV or playing I can’t remember her fucking them on the couch with me right there in the room.Also on a few occasions mom would meet this one guy at a hotel. She would set me up to watch TV while they had sex on the bed. So I grew up my first fantasies was watching mom

Perhaps you might want to check the definition of cuckolding.

Because you're hung up on the incest thing and watching someone else fuck her would satisfy your urge to fuck her. For awhile. But sooner or later it won't be enough and you'll want to fuck her, so just get out the religion-based hang-up and pump your cum into her like you want somebody else to do. Why let them have what you want?

Because you always had a thing for your mom.