First kiss taken by a big dirty dick

I think girls probably hate dirty dick. I hate and like it. And I was a "young" girl. If this story is not for you, don't read it. And my English is not perfect.

I had a friend who was in physical labour and I liked to hang out with him because it felt cool and he was funny and I was very smart for my age. And I didn't have many friends, and I needed someone to talk to about my problems, and I was a weirdo...Don't worry, I had good friends later!

I was in love with a boy from my class for a long time. But then he broke my heart by getting a girlfriend and making out in front of the whole class in the same day.

I went to talk to my "physical labour" friend about it and I cried. He was comforting me. I told him how the boy I was in love with behaved and he told me he is a jerk. When I was finished crying we agreed he is a jerk...Then I got very hype like every time after crying.

After some time we joked by swearing in action movie voices. It came to "suck my dick" and he asked me if I would really do it...I had to think because I was very shy but I said yes. He warned me he only showers after work and not in the morning. I was desperate enough to do it anyway. But I also wanted to try giving a blowjob for a long time so it was OK. I dreamed of giving a blowjob to the boy I was in love with so what to do now?

He took it out and my shyness was gone. It looked great! It was big but I really wanted to try it. When I got lower, oh my god. It looked amazing, like it was staring at me, but it smelled like squid, feet and cheese and so strong! But I just had to do it. I was shy before I put it in my mouth, it took some time. But it felt so nice and smooth and gummy, I was OK and not shy again. I had to take breaks because it smelled a lot. I tried to clean it with my mouth but it was very difficult because I couldn't fit the head more than 50% or 60% of it. I was and I still am a small body person so that's why I think.

It was so weird, feeling this nice thing in my cheeks, with a nice fatty layer on it, squishing it with my lips and teeth, but my head was completely full of his dirty smell! It actually smelled fun 5-10 inches from it but it was very strong when I sucked or licked it. I had to go home so he didn't orgasm that time.

We did it every time we would meet and talk. But we didn't meet every day. He said he is too tired to bath in the morning so he only bathes after work or after we meet. I complained but didn't ask too strongly to wash his dick before we meet. But he was acting weird, like he liked me cleaning his dirty dick. He was rubbing it on my face, lips and nose. Later he confessed he liked it and he started washing it in the sink right after work. That was after I complained to a few online talkmates on a forum. The advice that solved everything was something like "Just tell him. People are usually bad at giving you what you need if you don't ask."

Then I understood it is weird I didn't have my first kiss yet. He didn't look nice enough to me so I never wanted to do it despite him asking. So I finally kissed him and I actually liked that a lot. Lips are so awesome I wish I could kiss myself. But it still turns me on how it is weird I spent many first kisses to a filthy dick!

Later he had some trouble with the law because of a car accident or driving without a license or something. I didn't see him in that time. He was very stressed so he confessed he didn't wash his dick at all while I was sucking him. I got very mad only because he lied. I thought it was dirty because he only showers when he gets home. I would rather suck a dirty dick than no dick so he should have just said everything in the start. But I have forgiven him and we continued. Sometimes he would wash it right after work and sometimes I would make his dream come true again.

It's much easier to talk about this without an account. I want to write sex stories, but this is the only real experience I have so I don't know if I could. Maybe something similar with a great looking man with muscles. I don't want to disappoint.