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I grew up in a very religious family. I did what was expected of me. Went to college and then got married and started a family. My wife and I have two children a boy 4 and a daughter 2.5 and one on the way. I have done what was expected of me all my life. The thing is none of it is me really. I don't really love my wife. I care about her and the children. I actually love our children. Just don't really love my wife. She thinks things are ok. Well they aren't. I had my first sexual experience with another male when I was 12. It was my Scout leader and he was 24 when it happened. It wasn't a bad experience as I felt so easy and natural with him. I told my wife about it before we got married. She knows him and said our son will not have anything to do with the Scouts. Anyway I found myself traveling over 100 miles to another town to find what I was looking for. Male companionship. I have been with several men while married to Denise. Anyway I have fallen in love with a man that I could easily spend the rest of my life with instead of continuing this lie I'm currently living. I'm tired of not being who I want to be. Denise would be better off with someone who would love her. But that isn't me. What should I do. Continue the lie or bring it all out in the open?
As long as you are civil and fair in a divorce agreement and as long as you make sure your kids are provided for and remain a part of their lives, consider a limited alimony for your wife if necessary since you're kind of hitting her with something unexpected, and as long as you and your wife are on the same page with explaining things to your children, you should really divorce. A loveless marriage isn't good for anyone.
Both of you deserve someone who can share a happy life with you and when people say to 'stay together for the sake of the children' - that's just not real. Seriously, if you can remain civil, respect one another and maintain self-respect, divorce doesn't have to be a bad thing. Good luck.
You are kind of stuck with a couple of young kids and one on the way, but I understand what you are saying.
I’m not into guys but I completely understand the doing what was expected of me. Love my kids, care but can’t stand my ex. Religious sexual hang ups and she is a taker and user.
I managed to get away a few years ago. Gave up just about everything but it was so worth it.
Is there any chance you can keep real you suppressed for a few more years and take a cock when you can.
Or any chance you can get a better paying job far enough away you can live your gay life Monday through Friday and be the husband and dad on the weekends?
Good luck.
You know what to do...