Accepting my sexuality
So I'm approaching 40 and I am finally accepting who I am sexually. I have messed around with both genders and am finding lately that I am desiring to be with whomever. 3ways of all types, couples, getting Eiffel Tower'd, you get the idea. I walk through places playing the who would I fuck game. There have been several guys who I have just wanted to practice deepthroating on and others that I'd like to have just ridden and ridden hard. I'd love to be in the throws of licking a clit and bringing a woman to climax while a guy grabs my hips and just fucks me hard. The key for me, is wanting everyone to cum. I have fantasized about being with trans people, getting them off gets me off.
The problem, I can't. I'm married and my wife isn't as sexual as I am, not even in the slightest.
I would love for us both to experience the sexual ecstacy I fantasize about, but she isn't having any of it. None. While there are valid reasons for her to be more reserved, it is becoming a small issue when she is less and less sexual.
This is where I'll leave things for now I'll write more about my fantasies next time.