Feel awful about it
Quick confession. Been married 2 years. It's been nice. We don't have kids or want any. My husband is great. I went out for lunch with a friend and a guy friend of hers. They are not dating. We had a nice lunch and went back to my friend's place.
We were chatting, drinking wine, and things seemed nice and a little flirty. The guy asked if we were up for a threesome and we said sure. We did it and I don't regret it, except a little. The sex was awesome.
My husband is a gem, totally faithful and loving. He would be heartbroken if he knew I cheated, but in reality I just wanted to try new cock. I'd only been with my husband and was curious. I think it's out of my system, except the sex was so good that I kind of want to do it again. Just being honest.
I'm in a similar boat. My wife and I have been married for over 25 years and I truly love her, but our sex life has fallen off to the point of maybe 4-5 times a year. I spent most of this morning looking at massage parlors in my area that offer happy endings and trying to figure out how to get enough cash to pay for it without her noticing anything.
It’s amazing how addictive it can be!
That’s how it starts. I was in a similar situation and now I can’t stop cheating, threesomes, orgies you name it and I’m game