Abused in my youth?
Last weekend we cleared up the attic of my mothers. I found a small boy with pictures as one made them years ago. They must be old because they showed me at age 7/8 (I'm 37 now and married). And the pics were disturbing. they showed me nude with my mom and my grandma. both nude too. I dont have any reminder about that.
Weve been in the bath together and I played with moms or grandmas boobs. the there were some with us all 3 on a bed. Nude too and grandma played with my penis while i suck on moms tits.
One picture shocked me the most, it showed me having me whole hand inside my grandma's Belly.And she seemed to like it.
If you can't remember it don't worry.
So, Mr. Norman Bates, you have no memory, or, as you say, "reminder" of this ? More details and actual pictures would help us answer your question.