Snuff porn addiction
My girlfriend and I have been dating for just about a year now. She has got me hooked on snuff porn. However she is obsessed with a lot more than me. When we watch it together, by the time the first person gets snuffed she is so horny and stays that way until I can give her a massive climax.
Well the other night things got out of control. While watching snuff porn and having some uncontrolled wild sex, she pulls out a knife and want me to cut her. I told her no way. She started screaming at me to cut and stab her. I started freaking out, and tried to take the knife away from her. That's when she cut my arm, bad enough, I had to get up to bandage it. When I came back to the bedroom she was still laying on the bed, but she was taking the knife, and drawing it up her belly from her pussy to her boobs and back down again. Leaving little red lines that were beading up with tiny droplets of blood. I demanded that she give me the knife. She said only if I promised to stab it into her belly and gutt her like fish, while she watched. Again I told her "no fucking way". That's when she took the knife and raised it high over her head, and tried to thrust it down into her belly. Don't know what made me react the way I did, but I grabbed the blanket she was laying on and yanked it out from under her as hard as I could. This sent my girlfriend and the knife hurling to the floor. Once I got the knife, I threw the blanket over top of her and wrapped her up in it as tight as I could, and called her sister.
It took her sister and I a good two hours to get calmed down, and back to reality. We ended up taking her to the hospital and the doctors admitted her for observation. Because they are saying that this incident is being ruled as attempted self mutalation. So not sure what's going to happen when she is released.
UPDATE.
Yep. Apparently she have went off the deep end. Somehow, while in the hospital, she she managed to keep the plastic knife and fork from one of her meals. The night nurse found her trying to cut open her belly with them.
She now has been committed for attempted suicide, and is going to be there for awhile. She can't have any contact with friends or family, only her parents.
I believe our relationship is over gor good.
This woman will most likely murder you.
That's what I'm afraid of.
Not sure what is going to happen? What are you waiting for a mentally unbalanced girl to tell you what is going to happen? You man up and get the hell away from her and the sure to be drama and the sit load of trouble this relationship is going to being you. You might think seriously about curbing back on such hardcore porn to start.