I'm free to wear sexy things again
About seven years ago I had a house and lived alone. I dressed in sexy female things as often as I liked. After all there was no one living there but me. I also had a collection of shemale dvd's that I loved watching. And occasionally I would have a guest over for wild, kinky sex. Well maybe more then occasionally. I got fucked a lot back then. But when my sister moved in all of that changed. I had to get rid of all my sexy girly outfits and my dvd collection and everything. She never suspected I was a crossdresser. Well she stayed with me for seven years and just recently moved out. Now I live by myself once again. Here's the problem: I don't know if I feel like dressing up anymore. I've gained a lot of weight. I still get horny and jack off and in my mind I still want to buy all the sexy things I see on the internet. I think I'll try to lose some of the weight first. Boy if I let myself go right now I could be a real sexy slut. But I don't know if I want to do that anymore. Maybe the desire will return, maybe it won't. I'll just have to wait and see. I have to confess since she's been gone I have looked on the internet at bras, panty hose, high heels, dildos, body shapers, and all that good stuff. But I just looked, I really didn't want to order anything. So I didn't. Maybe my crossdressing is in the past and I should leave it there. Only time will tell.
Lots of people like cross dressed fatties. Give it a chance and see what happens.
Actually I'm not fat. I did gain a little weight but after she left I lost 35 lbs. And still going down.
Nice job! So back to cross dressing?
You said only time will tell. What has time told?
Don’t force it. You have an opportunity to be normal. Feed it and it will grow
I really think you should go back to full on crossdressing it is so good and you will be ever so happy
I know but I always felt as though I was hiding something from all the other people I knew.
Try on some stockings and see if they give you the urge to have hard cock pounding your ass.
I've always had a weakness for fishnets. I think they are so sexy. If I wear any stockings it will be those. I used to wear them all the time.
I just may do that but first the urge has to hit me. So far it hasn't. I still like watching kinky tranny porn though.