I think it started in the late eighties, early nineties. Going to house parties and raves. When I discovered ecstasy all nets were off. I remember at a friend’s house, being high, it was casual, a friend was rubbing my feet. He said he could see up my shorts so I spread my legs further, so he just put his mouth on my pussy. I was relaxing on a couch and a guy asked to sit, so I said sure but jet me put my head in your lap. I was sucking him in minutes. I just always end up fucking and sucking. I think I have an addiction.