I have been told my whole life that I'm unapproachable to men. I have been told that because of my looks and body , men don't even try to ask me out or hit on me . My friend says men feel intimidated because I'm to far out of their league's. Not my words. Eventually at the age of 26 I found a man who would at least talk to me. A year later we were married. Everyone of his friends ask him how he was able to land a woman who looks like me. A year later after having worthless sex that lasts just a few seconds with my over weight husband , I started becoming restless. I was at a point in my life that is impossible to explain. I was bored and overwhelmed with the thought of sex with other men. One day on the way to work I simply snapped , I didn't take the exit to work , instead I called and said that I wouldn't be able to make it that day. I drove and drove finally ending up in the industrial end of town. Driving down shady looking streets until I cam across a park and ride with a small park at the far end. I parked and saw some burley looking guys eating and standing around a picnic table near some trees and bushes. I got out of the car walked right past them towards this little opening as I passed them a few of them made some cat call's towards me. Soon as I was out of sight of the parking lot but they could still see me. I turned and started undressing. I was nervous as they approached but continued to undress. Their hands were all over me and they were saying how hot I was. Soon I was on my hands and knees getting pounded from behind hands still all over me. Everyone of them fucked me I had countless orgasms. I still to this day go there to meet them or whoever is there. I'm ashamed of the whole thing , yet I thrive on it.