I feel better
I asked a woman at work that i've known for years out on a date today. She at first said no to a day next week because of a family get-together, then when i pushed a little about another time, she daid "i don't think so". Fine. No hard feelings. We're adults. Anyway i have a laminated headshot of here at home, and about an hour ago i shot what seemed like an unusually large load of cum on it while taking care of myself and watching porn. I feel better now. She does look good with my cum on her face.