I fantasize about my younger self being molested
When I was a little girl (mid twenties now) there was a man next door who's porch I would write on with chalk. I like to fantasize about him catching me one day and grabbing me and getting turned on while he hollered at me, and starting to feel me and rub his cock against me. There was another neighbor who was a real pervert, and I fantasize about being trapped in his house for a few hours. I really get off on this is that bad?