It's a very long story so I will just be blunt and shorten it . The truth is it's partially my fault . I have been a really big tease with the group of men doing the construction of our addition to the back side of our house . Most of these men have known my husband for years . The other day I noticed that they were all outside drinking coffee near my bedroom window . I went upstairs undressed and walked by the window . I slipped into my bed and never looked back to see if they were looking. A few minutes later my bedroom door busted open and they poored in . One said bitch that's crossing the line . The men pulled the covers off me and forced themselves on me . I can't say they raped me because I feel like I didn't fight back . I let them start , but I never said it was ok and I never said to take me anally . It hurts badly they would not stop even when I was crying . I haven't told my husband and the addition should be done in a week or so . I'm so nervous and scared now .