My fantasy still haunts me and turns me on
When I was 17, I had a boyfriend, he wasn’t my boyfriend but a guy that I was hanging out a lot with and havin sex with who asked me what my fantasies were. He was the third guy I had sex with and I was getting more and more used to it and more comfortable with sex. I told him some fantasies one was being a stripper and having guys smite me naked and touch me but I told him my dirtier fantasy was to be used by lots of guys and have them touching me and having sex with me one after another. It is still my go to fantasy today as a married 40 year old, the men in the fantasy are all faceless and rough.
So he told me that he would make my fantasy come true if I wanted and I said yes. Not really thinking it through. We were going to going to go to a house party. He picked me up and we drove to a house of the guy we used to buy pot from. He was older, like 20. When we got inside there were six other guys sitting on the back porch drinking beer and smoking pot. I was the only girl. I had met them before from going to buy pot from the guy and his friends were usually there.
We started smoking pot and drinking and I was sitting on my boyfriends lap. We started kissing and he put his hand up my shirt and unhooked my bra, I stopped him and said wait let’s go inside and find a room and he said no let’s make your fantasy happen. I said okay. And he took off my blouse and bra and we made out with me topless on the patio with six other guys there. He stood me up and undid my pants and I was standing there in my panties and he sat me back down on his lap and we kept kissing. The other guys were watching and yelling and whistling and saying things like your hot and take off yo panties and nice tits. I stood up and they told me to dance and I did dance to the music and went to each one and sat on their laps and they would feel me up. I stayed like that just in panties for a long time drinking and smoking and it was fun to have lots of guys checking me out and admiring me.
Then the guy I went with said okay let’s go inside and he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and walked me inside to a room with a sofa. The guy who lived there followed in. It was a living room and we weren’t alone but he threw me on the sofa and took off my panties and started having sex with me. He told me all my fantasies would happen, and he called the guy over and he took out his penis and put it on my lips, I started sucking that guy while I was having sex with my guy. When my guy finished the drug dealer guy started having sex with me and another guy put his penis in my mouth and when the drug dealer finished that guy moved to havensexnwith me and another guy went into my mouth.
I had sex with everyone. They were all healing and watching and grabbing and saying we are all getting laid tonight by this slut, my guy friend was telling them that this is my fantasy and I wanted it and I am a slut and the other guys were saying how lucky they were to find a slur like me.
Everyone got laid that night. And we tried it again a few more times with the drug dealer but every time it was different friends over at his house. He would provide the pot and beer and I would have sex with everyone.
I still fantasize about it, I am 40 and married and my husband doesn’t know that I did this stuff back then. He asks me what my fantasies are and I lie and say it is sex on a beach with him or it is sex in a castle with him, when really it is sex with lots of guys one by one and i have done it several times.