How can I stop
For years my husband and I would go to some of the many hiking trails that are available to us in a nearby area. We would find spots to view the trails that were approaching , wait until we could see some guy's heading our way. Then we would get naked and have sex. So when those men would get closer they would have to walk right past us . You can't imagine how much this can turn you on. Although he's never offered me to another man he has never said no when they have joined. Then all of a sudden he doesn't want to do that anymore . I have tried not to go too. I just couldn't do it , I have been going to the trails by myself for the last few months. Meeting with men and having sex. Lately it seems to have over come me , I have been going nearly every day when he runs off too work. Yesterday I was so ready I almost passed him on the highway. I think about it non stop all day and night. I realize he's eventually going to find out , but I don't feel like it's all my fault, after all he's the one who started the process with me. I found this site as I'm sitting in the parking lot of the trails. I would very much like to hear your thoughts on this.